2009-10-05 01:27:56 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay before you come to earth you make a contract detail what you will work on in this life... I walk to the otherside and read this.... but it is your chose if you want me to or not hun
2009-10-05 01:28:30 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: its ok go for it
2009-10-05 01:29:26 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: at any time you want me to stop the read feel free too
2009-10-05 01:29:42 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:31:23 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay I know that this is off beat hun but do you have a freakle on your hip??
2009-10-05 01:31:41 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: like closer to the inside
2009-10-05 01:31:48 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: not sure
2009-10-05 01:32:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: I want to call it a mole because it's not small but it's not a mole either because it's not raised
2009-10-05 01:32:13 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:32:27 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: yes or no hun?
2009-10-05 01:32:52 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: no
2009-10-05 01:33:56 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: sorry guys give me a min my child pick this time to want loving
2009-10-05 01:35:32 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay hun I'm picking up a freckle on the hip and I'm picking up a childhood that wasn't that great... but if this doesn't match you then I'm not picking up on you hun
2009-10-05 01:36:09 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: let me see its dark cause i sharea room with my mom and nice
2009-10-05 01:36:32 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok i have 2 sorry
2009-10-05 01:36:59 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: it's okay hun hugs... I just won't move on with a read if my validations don't match
2009-10-05 01:37:17 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay lets move on then
2009-10-05 01:37:19 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:37:50 [Message] reWOLFnoom -> Reading Room: i got drawn bk
2009-10-05 01:38:31 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay I'm seeing that the hardest thing for you to over come is your past
2009-10-05 01:38:50 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you have a tendency to want to know what or how you could have done better
2009-10-05 01:38:55 [Logout] reWOLFnoom
2009-10-05 01:38:59 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: so you tend to dwell
2009-10-05 01:39:28 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: this is one of the main reasons you have come back to learn in this life
2009-10-05 01:39:36 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: to move and push yourself forward
2009-10-05 01:40:03 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:40:46 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: this is hard because your theme is Harmonoy
2009-10-05 01:42:07 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: which means that balance is important to to you, and you'll go to any length to maintain in.. you will even personally sacrifice if it means others around you are at harmony
2009-10-05 01:42:24 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: is this you, yes or no?
2009-10-05 01:42:30 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes
2009-10-05 01:43:26 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay the goal to remember with this theme is that you have to learn that not everything can be balanced by you, at some point in our lives we have to learn to be okay with what we can't change, we have to learn to adapt
2009-10-05 01:43:47 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: true
2009-10-05 01:44:10 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: your theme fits well with your personality which is a care taker
2009-10-05 01:44:42 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you love to take care of others, it litterally makes you feel good and usefull where others wear out
2009-10-05 01:45:32 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes
2009-10-05 01:46:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: what I worry about is that you forget to take care of yourself
2009-10-05 01:46:16 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you have a tendency to think yes I will have time to get to that later
2009-10-05 01:46:20 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: when it comes to yourself
2009-10-05 01:46:36 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: and then you forget about it
2009-10-05 01:46:48 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: true
2009-10-05 01:47:49 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: unselfishness is a great trait but we also have to take care of us in order to take care of everyone else around us.. unless we show love to ourselves, our spirits whither and you start to see low selfesteem and doubt
2009-10-05 01:47:54 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: do you understand?
2009-10-05 01:48:16 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes i do
2009-10-05 01:48:32 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay hugs hun, now is your turns to ask questions
2009-10-05 01:48:37 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: is there anything you want to know?
2009-10-05 01:49:35 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: why is it hard for me right now to move on , i feel stuck
2009-10-05 01:49:56 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: like you have a button in your head replaying a video
2009-10-05 01:49:59 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: yeah I know
2009-10-05 01:50:14 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: what you need to do is find a way to visually break that video
2009-10-05 01:50:23 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:50:32 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: first when you start seeing it... imagian that you can eject the tape from your head
2009-10-05 01:50:42 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: i need to be happy andi am not happy
2009-10-05 01:50:42 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: and the tape comes out.. throw it away
2009-10-05 01:50:48 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:51:02 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: now we start working on the part about you taking care of yourself
2009-10-05 01:51:25 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you stay busy taking care of others to an extreem because you are afraid to have a chance to think
2009-10-05 01:51:34 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: pick a passion
2009-10-05 01:51:48 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: writing, drawing, making something, anything
2009-10-05 01:52:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: find a passion that will release what you are pinting up
2009-10-05 01:52:09 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:52:12 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but at the same time not allow you to dwell unhealthly
2009-10-05 01:52:23 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:52:30 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: sounds weird
2009-10-05 01:52:40 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: no it doesnt
2009-10-05 01:53:10 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but sometimes it's not a good idea to go head to head with a past left better in the past
2009-10-05 01:53:24 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but still somehow you have confront it in your own way
2009-10-05 01:53:37 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes
2009-10-05 01:53:38 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: I've learned that any kind of art will help you to do that
2009-10-05 01:53:51 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: even if it's not amazing
2009-10-05 01:54:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you should see some of the sculptures I've done
2009-10-05 01:54:01 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: ugh
2009-10-05 01:54:12 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but the point is, it got what I wanted out
2009-10-05 01:54:38 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:54:44 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: hugs
2009-10-05 01:54:48 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: anything else hun?
2009-10-05 01:55:08 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: will i be happy later on
2009-10-05 01:56:23 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: that is a road you have to chose but I feel your commited to it... the roads I'm seeing for your future are good, not easy but good
2009-10-05 01:56:34 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: and so what if it's not easy, you have us to help you hugs
2009-10-05 01:56:47 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: true ty hugs
2009-10-05 01:56:56 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you won't ever be wealthy
2009-10-05 01:57:08 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: I feel that I should warn you about that for some reason
2009-10-05 01:57:17 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but you will reach an emotional happiness
2009-10-05 01:57:28 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: good ok
2009-10-05 01:57:33 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: hugs hugs
2009-10-05 01:57:40 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: thank you for letting me read you hun
2009-10-05 01:57:45 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: hugss and ty
2009-10-05 01:57:57 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yw ty for it hugs
2009-10-05 01:57:58 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: for allowing me to be the vessel
2009-10-05 01:58:27 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: anytime and you helped me alot understand hugs
2009-10-05 01:58:38 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: yay
2009-10-05 01:28:30 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: its ok go for it
2009-10-05 01:29:26 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: at any time you want me to stop the read feel free too
2009-10-05 01:29:42 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:31:23 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay I know that this is off beat hun but do you have a freakle on your hip??
2009-10-05 01:31:41 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: like closer to the inside
2009-10-05 01:31:48 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: not sure
2009-10-05 01:32:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: I want to call it a mole because it's not small but it's not a mole either because it's not raised
2009-10-05 01:32:13 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:32:27 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: yes or no hun?
2009-10-05 01:32:52 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: no
2009-10-05 01:33:56 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: sorry guys give me a min my child pick this time to want loving
2009-10-05 01:35:32 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay hun I'm picking up a freckle on the hip and I'm picking up a childhood that wasn't that great... but if this doesn't match you then I'm not picking up on you hun
2009-10-05 01:36:09 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: let me see its dark cause i sharea room with my mom and nice
2009-10-05 01:36:32 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok i have 2 sorry
2009-10-05 01:36:59 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: it's okay hun hugs... I just won't move on with a read if my validations don't match
2009-10-05 01:37:17 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay lets move on then
2009-10-05 01:37:19 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:37:50 [Message] reWOLFnoom -> Reading Room: i got drawn bk
2009-10-05 01:38:31 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay I'm seeing that the hardest thing for you to over come is your past
2009-10-05 01:38:50 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you have a tendency to want to know what or how you could have done better
2009-10-05 01:38:55 [Logout] reWOLFnoom
2009-10-05 01:38:59 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: so you tend to dwell
2009-10-05 01:39:28 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: this is one of the main reasons you have come back to learn in this life
2009-10-05 01:39:36 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: to move and push yourself forward
2009-10-05 01:40:03 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:40:46 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: this is hard because your theme is Harmonoy
2009-10-05 01:42:07 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: which means that balance is important to to you, and you'll go to any length to maintain in.. you will even personally sacrifice if it means others around you are at harmony
2009-10-05 01:42:24 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: is this you, yes or no?
2009-10-05 01:42:30 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes
2009-10-05 01:43:26 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay the goal to remember with this theme is that you have to learn that not everything can be balanced by you, at some point in our lives we have to learn to be okay with what we can't change, we have to learn to adapt
2009-10-05 01:43:47 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: true
2009-10-05 01:44:10 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: your theme fits well with your personality which is a care taker
2009-10-05 01:44:42 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you love to take care of others, it litterally makes you feel good and usefull where others wear out
2009-10-05 01:45:32 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes
2009-10-05 01:46:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: what I worry about is that you forget to take care of yourself
2009-10-05 01:46:16 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you have a tendency to think yes I will have time to get to that later
2009-10-05 01:46:20 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: when it comes to yourself
2009-10-05 01:46:36 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: and then you forget about it
2009-10-05 01:46:48 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: true
2009-10-05 01:47:49 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: unselfishness is a great trait but we also have to take care of us in order to take care of everyone else around us.. unless we show love to ourselves, our spirits whither and you start to see low selfesteem and doubt
2009-10-05 01:47:54 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: do you understand?
2009-10-05 01:48:16 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes i do
2009-10-05 01:48:32 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: okay hugs hun, now is your turns to ask questions
2009-10-05 01:48:37 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: is there anything you want to know?
2009-10-05 01:49:35 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: why is it hard for me right now to move on , i feel stuck
2009-10-05 01:49:56 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: like you have a button in your head replaying a video
2009-10-05 01:49:59 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: yeah I know
2009-10-05 01:50:14 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: what you need to do is find a way to visually break that video
2009-10-05 01:50:23 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:50:32 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: first when you start seeing it... imagian that you can eject the tape from your head
2009-10-05 01:50:42 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: i need to be happy andi am not happy
2009-10-05 01:50:42 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: and the tape comes out.. throw it away
2009-10-05 01:50:48 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:51:02 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: now we start working on the part about you taking care of yourself
2009-10-05 01:51:25 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you stay busy taking care of others to an extreem because you are afraid to have a chance to think
2009-10-05 01:51:34 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: pick a passion
2009-10-05 01:51:48 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: writing, drawing, making something, anything
2009-10-05 01:52:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: find a passion that will release what you are pinting up
2009-10-05 01:52:09 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:52:12 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but at the same time not allow you to dwell unhealthly
2009-10-05 01:52:23 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:52:30 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: sounds weird
2009-10-05 01:52:40 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: no it doesnt
2009-10-05 01:53:10 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but sometimes it's not a good idea to go head to head with a past left better in the past
2009-10-05 01:53:24 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but still somehow you have confront it in your own way
2009-10-05 01:53:37 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yes
2009-10-05 01:53:38 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: I've learned that any kind of art will help you to do that
2009-10-05 01:53:51 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: even if it's not amazing
2009-10-05 01:54:00 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you should see some of the sculptures I've done
2009-10-05 01:54:01 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: ugh
2009-10-05 01:54:12 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but the point is, it got what I wanted out
2009-10-05 01:54:38 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: ok
2009-10-05 01:54:44 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: hugs
2009-10-05 01:54:48 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: anything else hun?
2009-10-05 01:55:08 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: will i be happy later on
2009-10-05 01:56:23 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: that is a road you have to chose but I feel your commited to it... the roads I'm seeing for your future are good, not easy but good
2009-10-05 01:56:34 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: and so what if it's not easy, you have us to help you hugs
2009-10-05 01:56:47 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: true ty hugs
2009-10-05 01:56:56 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: you won't ever be wealthy
2009-10-05 01:57:08 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: I feel that I should warn you about that for some reason
2009-10-05 01:57:17 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: but you will reach an emotional happiness
2009-10-05 01:57:28 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: good ok
2009-10-05 01:57:33 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: hugs hugs
2009-10-05 01:57:40 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: thank you for letting me read you hun
2009-10-05 01:57:45 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: hugss and ty
2009-10-05 01:57:57 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: yw ty for it hugs
2009-10-05 01:57:58 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: for allowing me to be the vessel
2009-10-05 01:58:27 [Message] ladywolfes -> Reading Room: anytime and you helped me alot understand hugs
2009-10-05 01:58:38 [Message] LutaWolf -> Reading Room: yay